Menagerie

Sometimes i wish I'm better than I am. I hate feeling so damn insecure and self conscious all the time, it really becomes exhausting after a while. I don't know why that is, really, this need to...you know I don't even know what this need is. I really need to get out of my own head every once in a while. I spent some time flipping through an old photo album just a few moments ago. I don't even know how the hell it got in my suitcase to begin with, but it was a welcome stroll down memory lane. Old pics of me and my dad and my mom. And looking back there are some pics where my mom had a little bit of a belly and I don't know how I missed the signs that she was pregnant. Another indicator that I should get out of my head every once in a while. i should really look through these more often, each picture brings back a flood of memories and laughs at family vacations past. I should show some of these to Sasha when I get back home, she loves looking at things and I know she'll love seeing her sister with mud (Christ I hope that's mud) all over her. Yay for trying to learn to ride bikes after a rain storm!